listening to them

I'm almost 60.
I should know this.
Don't listen to them.
And yet...
Sometimes, someone seems to know...

And so, I hear them out.
this brings questions

Not in the daylight
When i know all I've been and done and said
And that failure follows success follows failure
or some shit like that...

But in the night, I wonder

And then wake laughing at myself
for hearing experts debate what i'm doing.